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Oomf, I can't fucking stand Carly's sister. She. Should go. Die. NOW.
"I'm going to get offended because I *think* you made a joke about a retard, but I was laughing earlier while I was making jokes about midgets and autism. TEE FUCKIN' HEE."
That's the Amber abridged version, but I think you get it. Caused a fucking huge ton of drama for me and Carly. Fuck her. She can go fucking die. I'm tired of trying to get along with Carly's mom, sisters and brother. I FUCKING GIVE UP.
I also dislike Nickolodeon's shows now. What happened to, uh, good shows? I miss "Face" from Nick Kids. D'awr. These poor kids don't know what a good show is. WHAT ABOUT GUMBY?!
Can't fucking believe that wench ruined my day. And the thing is, she called Carly's dad and BITCHED TO HIM RATHER THAN ANSWERING OUR CALLS AND DISCUSSING IT WITH US. Considering she didn't even give us time to explain ourselves.
I mean, jesus christ, I'm an asshole, I'll be the first person to admit if I was making a retard joke. Fuck off.
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[24 Oct 2006|10:05pm] |
FUCKING FUCK.
Mom knows I have to be up at five tomorrow.
And yet here I am. It's ten p.m.
Still at my sisters.
fuuuuuuuuck.
At least I'm getting stuff downloaded while I"m here. SEXY SEXY SEXY CABLE MODEM.
Fucking fuck I'm tired.
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[20 Oct 2006|07:48pm] |
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MIYA IS A LITTLE BITCH.
XD
Tatsurou's affectionate with me.
Yukke's an absolute sweetheart.
Satochi is just.. Satochi. >_>
But MIYA. MIYA IS A LITTLE BITCH. XD
Talking about kittens, not the actual MUCC.
jakfjds;afjkl;a.
They're so cute. They're getting bigger. So I've been holding them so that they'll actually get used to human touch instead of just acting like wild little beasts.
Tatsurou loves to snuggle up to my practically non existant boobies.
Yukke does the same, but she's fuckin' sweet. SWEEEET baby.
Satochi is silly and won't sit still.
AND MIYA HISSES AND SPITS AT ME EVEN THOUGH SHE'S NOT SO GOOD AT IT YET. XD
I was like -snort-
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[08 Oct 2006|06:37pm] |
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BABY KITTENS :DDDD |
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RENOIR HAD KITTENS.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
My little grey kitty, Renoir (Ren for short), had kittens this morning around six. :D
THEY'RE ADORABLE.
The father must have been a tabby, because two of them look like tabbies, and one is grey like Ren, and one is a mix between the two.
And Ren is such a good mommy. ;-;
Miaka (usually the mean cat) is actually behaving herself, but Jade (normally the nice cat) is hissing at Ren. So she's not allowed near Ren or the kittens.
I've already named one TOORU. :D After Kyo, 'cause it has a white face even though it's a tabby and it reminds me of indies Kyo when he used to wear white face make-up a lot. I might name the other tabby Ruki, 'cause it has little lines going down its neck like Ruki sometimes does his make-up on his neck.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH BABIES BABIES BAAAAAAAAABIIIIIIIIIIIIIES.
End spaztic rant.
KITTENS.
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[06 Oct 2006|09:06pm] |
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Soroban - Orange Tegami |
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Ughu, I want to dye my hair but I'm lacking the funds necessary to do so.
I'm going to start saving up. :3
I have two ideas on what I want to do.. I suppose I'll decide soon enough.
tee hee, my ribs are fracturred, by the way.
rawr! I'm looking pretty badass today (Leslie is coming over), and I'm trying to find my camera so I can take pictures. I'm about to cry. What if I can't find it? What if it's lost?! (/ ;A;)/
la la la. My hair is starting to get long. :D
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[24 Sep 2006|07:29pm] |
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Hanamuke - Himawari |
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>8|
I am beginning to get upset!
I toyed around with Adobe ImageReady, and made two animated icons. And they won't go into my userpics because it says they can't be greater than 100 x 100.
THEY ARE 100 x 100. >8|
AND I KNOW IT ISN'T VERY GOOD BUT I WANT IT ANYWAY BECAUSE I MADE IT AND I'M PROUD OF MYSELF. \(;^;)/ -despairs-
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[24 Sep 2006|03:33pm] |
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THE GazettE - Filth in the Beauty |
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Woo. 82 MB download on dial up.
FUN. 8|
LOVING Gazetto's new song. It's so.. unique.
My rib's have hurt on the left side for the past few days.
Not sure what's going on there.
Hunting for a MUCC or Gazetto's layout. :3
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[24 Sep 2006|11:08am] |
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MUCC - dare mo inai e (live) |
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Lawlz.
I've been in a super MUCC mood. Drawing MUCC (whole group), too. In the middle of quite a nice charcoal drawing. GO TATSUROU. I SHALL HAVE YOUR BABIES ONE DAY.
I KNOW I'M STILL BEING A BAD LJ FRIEND.
I'll get around to it.
Leslie finally figured out how spontaneous I am. -snort-
When we were driving down the interstate, at that.
He was joking and said, "Wanna go to Michigan?"
And I was like, "Sure."
And I guess it was how I said it, because he looked at me and was like, "...seriously?"
And I was like, "Sure."
Ahaha. He was like, "Yeah, but I have to work." and I was like, "Well, then don't say shit like that. I'm spontaneous as all fuckin' get out." xD
We wound up going to Nashville and dropping in on a show at the muse. It was pretty good. They played some of his band's music in between the bands who were playing that night because 1.) his manager was there and had their demo c.d. with him and 2.) he's played there before. Must say, his screaming voice sounded nothing like his talking voice.
Anywho. Peace out, foo's.
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[25 Aug 2006|11:47am] |
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Aw, man, I have strep throat.
OKAY! To everyone on my friends list... I haven't been a very good LJ friend. But it's because I've been sick and busy lately, I promise. I'll get to each one of you in turn as soon as I can.
I miss talking to shin-chan. ): But I'll rectify that, soon, too.
Oh my god, my head is spinning so badly. And I've lost so much weight. This prior weekend I was all like, vomiting, and lost five pounds then, and now I don't even want to eat because it hurts to even breathe. So, more weight lost.
I'm still going out with the guy, by the way. He's actually pretty fun. o: How amazing, I think this is the longest I've ever committed to someone of the opposite sex.
-cough cough- ohhhh, it hurts.
I've got a fever and everything. Leslie said he was going to come over yesterday, but I was like "I'll slam the door in your face. Don't touch me."
He was like D:~! "What?! Why?"
And I was like, "dude... 'cuz you have like, three shows this weekend, and what if YOU catch strep throat, fuckface?"
Yeahh... I'm not gonna be responsible for his band having to cancel. >:| NOT.
Omahhhhhhhh. I hurt.
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[08 Aug 2006|06:04pm] |
Update:
So, I went out with him and we wandered around the mall and whatnot. Actually... I don't know, I get freaked out when he's all like OMG I LIKE YOU SO MUCH but at the same time, I sort of like him. Despite his overbearing clinginess.
We're going to the movies tomorrow, I suppose I'll try it out again. :3~
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[08 Aug 2006|02:34pm] |
Oh. SWEET. JESUS.
I'm about to go out on a date with a dude I don't want to go out on a date with because even I don't know how to wiggle my way out of this one. XD
But I'm gonna call his ass tonight and be like, "Yeah, this isn't working out."
I'd rather stay single at the moment. Too much fuckin' drama.
I don't know. Maybe I'll let him take me to the movies first. :o
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[29 Jul 2006|09:52am] |
Getting ready for a concert la la la
Even if it's a sucky concert that DIR EN GREY WON'T BE AT THE MOTHERFUCKERS I'M GOING TO HUNT EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU BITCHES DOWN AND RAPE YOU AND LOCK YOU IN MY CLOSET DO YOU HEAR ME?!?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GODDAMMIT SUNUVABITCH ASSLICKING COCKSUCKER MOTHERFUCKERS
I'm all good.
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[26 Jul 2006|01:55am] |
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[23 Jul 2006|12:02am] |
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D'espairsRay - Garnet |
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My father crashed into a tree at 50 mph on his way to detox, and I'm not sure how I should feel exactly.
I mostly feel nothing.
And a bit of discomfort because my mother thinks my apathy is unnatural.
He's in a coma at the moment. An induced coma because of the pain. He's had one blood clot pass through his heart, and has several in his lungs.
I'm not very good with emotions.
Hm.
It's not my fault he's estranged.
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[20 Jul 2006|05:13pm] |
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Sex Machineguns - Frankenstein |
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On another note.... IT IS FUCKING HOT.
I think it hit 100 degrees. ~_~
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[20 Jul 2006|05:04pm] |
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I got sick last night. XD
I woke up yesterday at 7 a.m, and then I did major cleaning. Like, hardcore cleaning. My sister came over and got me, so I went over there to hang out.
Now, I got sick over one of three possible things:
1. sleep deprivation
2. the meal that night
3. too much gaming.
1. I woke up at 7? I went to sleep at 5. XD And it's been like that for most of the week. It's not like I'm keeping myself up, I just don't.. feel that tired.
2. I haven't been eating properly, and then Lib fixed this really rich pasta dish. It might have been too much after I've been forgetting to eat and stuff, and when I do eat, I really just fix ramen and eat 1/3 of it.
3. After I got to her house, I played Fable on X-box from 8:30 p.m. to 4:40 a.m. Straight. While we goofed off and joked around and stuff. And let me tell you, Fable is a game where you can get dizzy pretty goddam quick.
I stopped playing because I was suddenly like "WHOA GONNA VOMIT" but it was actually another twenty minutes until I actually did. And then I still couldn't sleep. XD
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[16 Jul 2006|06:37pm] |
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Dir en grey - Ryoujoku no Ame |
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I got yet more hatemail today.
Damn I'm popular!
-rolls eyes, collapses-
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[15 Jul 2006|12:46am] |
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I am so. Fucking. Pissed off.
You wanna know why?
I CAN COPY AND PASTE WHY.
( Read more... )
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[12 Jul 2006|01:48am] |
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Gazette - mad marble hell vision |
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ha ha, I'm listening to gazetto's 'mad marble hell vision'
and it reminds me of Makenna, and how I told her that it sounds like they're saying 'OOMPA LOOMPA!' at once part.
And I just had the most amusing thought.
Of course it isn't oompa loompa!
If it were, they'd be saying 'oompa roompa!'
lolz, I'm too easy to amuse.
OOMPA ROOMPA!!!
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[10 Jul 2006|01:12pm] |
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Well, wow, okay.
This morning was weird.
And it made me realize that I'm sort of.. cold.
Mom came into my room and woke me up.
She sat down on my bed beside me, and suddenly covered her mouth and started sobbing and like, practically collapsed on me where I was sitting up.
I just sat there with her hugging me, like, 'okaaaay.'
and she said, "Bobby has cancer."
Bobby is her ex-fiancee who left her to marry some other woman. I never really got to know him. Met him twice. And I just sat there and I was like, 'okay, what the fuck do you want me to do, break down crying?'
Maybe I'm twisted.
I just know that when she left the room, I went back to sleep until I had to walk the dog.
And I've got an insane list of chores to do.
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